Wednesday, October 1, 2008

how many people are really gonna read this?

How many people are really gonna read this?  I mean, are there strange people that just travel around blogging sites stalking people's blogs.  Hey!  maybe i'll get a stalker-derek(OTH reference).  
I've never done this before so i guess we'll see how it goes, maybe i'll stick with it and maybe i won't.  I guess i just don't want to become another one of these "post-moderns" that spill their life onto the internet because no one else will listen.  Honestly, i don't feel like that...at all.  Over the last two weeks or s0, one of the things i've realized is how good of friends i have.  For the first time in my life i actually feel like i have alot of friends, and a hand full of close friends.  
ok.... too sappy i know....
 so the questions still stands... do people really read these things?
So, i guess these things are to help us cope with the whole "who am i question" right?  eventually after enough spilling of your life onto the internet for the world to read, suddenly we know who we are right?  
well i'm not gonna say who i am right now because that would spoil this whole thing right?

...Where is this song going?